I am going to try my best to coherently describe my thoughts on "The First Time" but if I'm being honest my thoughts are still somewhat a jumble of happiness and excitement. I couldn't have asked for a better episode in regards to the Finn and Rachel dynamic and I'm including such episodes as Journey and New York in my comparisons. It was just perfect in so many ways which I'm going to thoroughly write about so let's jump in!
Mere moments into the episode we got to see just fantastically in love Finn happily putting up poster's for Rachel's campaign. I won't lie but my mind drifted back to when he was so unhappy with Quinn for her Prom King and Queen race and it was such a stark contrast which I loved seeing. I also really enjoyed seeing Rachel no longer being such young girl, here she was being flirty and enticing Finn with her kiss and it played wonderfully into the idea of Rachel becoming a woman and comfortable in her sexuality. Seeing how happy Rachel was for Finn to meet the recruiter and then her referring to "our" dreams was just so sweet, and gave a great glimpse into how their relationship has grown. In that scene we were also spoiled again with two kisses that now have much more heat behind them than any other kisses we've really seen from Finchel before. The sexual tension was palpable and was just plain hott. Finn's final remark of "Oh man" as Rachel walked away was hilarious and was the beginning of a whole new dynamic being added to the Finchel relationship.
I couldn't have laughed more when I saw Blaine dancing around his room. It was so funny and his and Kurt's kiss was so cute with the way Blaine grabbed Kurt's face. As much as Blaine/Darren catches a lot of crap for how many songs he sings, I wanted to hear him sing Uptown Girl so badly, and I was honestly disappointed when I found out it wasn't going to be him singing it. I still liked it though, just not as much.
Never did I think I could fall in love with Finn anymore than I already was, but the dinner date he planned for Rachel just made me love him infinitely more. He planned her this amazing romantic evening, with a special song playlist, sparkling cider, and a romantic fire. Even though he accidentally fed her meat, it was the perfect date. Then when they were finished eating, he was all ready to go and make them dessert, it was adorable. His face though when she said she would rather snuggle by the fire was so sweet. It honestly melted my heart. Then when they finally getting ready to have sex he keeps stopping to make sure that this is everything that Rachel wants. He wants to be sure she is ready and he even goes further to let her know he had more planned, like them going to a nice hotel. He had been saving up for a while all to make their first time special. He loves her that much that he actively spent time and money to give her the best experience possible. In that moment you saw as crystal clear as it's ever been that he loves Rachel immensely.
I was just so disappointed in Rachel ruining that moment but you could tell that even then that she knew she was screwing things up, but that she didn't know how to fix it and she couldn't take it back.
The scenes with Coach Bieste and the recruiter was so cute. She's just so kind that I'm so happy she's finding someone that cares about her. She deserves it.
I have to say thank god for Tina being the voice of reason during Rachel's girl meeting. I'm just so tired of Santana's attitude and all of the others girls were yet again unhelpful but thankfully Tina was there to tell her story. Hearing about Tina's first time was so heart-warming and was the perfect sentiment to show Rachel that your first time can be perfect, if you're doing if for the right reasons and with someone you love. Then when we saw her picturing Finn in the hall my heart started melting again. I mean the way Finn looks at her kills me every time. I can't get over it.
The gay bar scene was fantastically ridiculous-I loved every minute of it. I loved getting to see Drunk!Blaine again- he's hilarious.
I was thoroughly heartbroken during the scene of Finn in the shower. It felt like my heart was being ripped in two, I just hurt so badly. All he wants is to be good at something and get himself out of Lima and seeing him have this huge setback just broke my heart. I can't wait to see how this compels him to find new dreams though, and I can't wait for more Finn story lines either.
When Rachel was speaking about knowing what's it's like to find your soulmate against all odds, I honestly thought that was the moment when she realized she was ready to have sex with Finn. Just those few words were able to cement the idea in her head that she was ready and she was ready to do it with Finn. I also really loved hearing her call Finn her soulmate-I just made me so happy.
Even though we didn't see them, knowing that Finn sent Rachel flowers was another moment when I loved him even more. I also loved when we saw him watching her perform, he just looked in awe of her and it was so sweet. When Finn finally lost it, I was just so sad for him. I was sad because he still doesn't believe how special he is and that's what breaks my heart. It was just amazing how supportive Rachel was. She was there for him, willing to tell him how special he is and that he will find new dreams, and no matter what she will be there beside him to help him.
In regards to the final, actual sex scene, I couldn't be happier with how it played out. We got glimpses of this special and romantic moment between them that fans have been waiting for for 3 years. Seeing that first kiss and then the way Finn lightly clutched Rachel's back was wonderful. Then seeing them laying down and just looking at each other trying to remember every moment. When their hands interlaced it the perfect metaphor of them becoming one and it was so lovely. My favorite part of that montage was when Rachel's head was sitting on Finn's chest and he stroked her hair and they just sat gazing at each other in this perfect moment. It wasn't overtly sexual but it was immensely romantic and just demonstrated how special their love for one another is.
Overall, it was just an amazing episode that is already one of my favorites and will become a favorite of many others I suppose. I can't say enough about how much I loved this episode, it was just wonderful.
xoxo,
Amanda